I hope I am getting smarter. At the very least I hope I am not getting any dumber.

I have been asking myself what GOD is wanting me to learn from everything going on with, and around me.

I think I have figured it out.

I believe he is wanting me to learn that I don't have to see a series of pictures in my life, I just need to see the frame I am in. It's all about faith, that whatever changes in that next frame, he is going to equip me to deal with it. It isn't always going to be pretty. But he never promised us that.

For me, this is extremely difficult. Because I am the kind of person that "needs" to know. But I am working on it.

My day began today very early. About 2 AM. I laid back down for about an hour and a half at 5 AM. Both Krl and I are feeling very, very nauseous.

One of the first things I ran across this morning was the song "Find us Faithful". That is a pretty good way to start a day. I will say that while all the versions are good, I prefer the A Capella version.

I love the part of the chorus "May the footprints that we leave, Lead them to believe".

For many, tomorrow is a holiday. I plan on going to the farm.

I need some farm therapy.

Have a day.

FATHER, I need YOUR strength, YOUR resolve.