A quick update, Memama was dismissed from University Hospital Tuesday evening. She is now at home and doing well. Thanks to all who have called or visited, for all your concerns.



Krl is having an excellent week dispatching the guys. Four for four so far and she already has tomorrow in her sights. So far the guys have off loaded four loads and will pickup their fifth later this morning to deliver tomorrow. If all goes well they will have loads on over the weekend to deliver Monday!



Rian left this morning on a field trip to Big Bend and the McDonald Observatory. He is accompanying a group of about forty students with two teachers. In a late move, he decided to take Reidman with him.



Their school in Lubbock is a magnet school with a NASA affiliation. I asked what the criteria for selection of trip participants was and learned it is a year long process. Grades, attendance, and discipline all come together with year long fund raisers to select the elite group.



Rian did say three students who qualified, failed to make the bus this morning.



I am having questions of my heart.



A lot of stuff has been going on of late, that hasn't made it to this blog. But I have had a very difficult time maintaining proper perspective. I find myself thinking bad thoughts and wishing bad things for people who try to harm or cause harm to those I care for.



I seem to always come back to our old Sunday School Class when Terry taught that it was not possible to praise GOD and curse him from the same mouth.



For some reason, that has really stuck with me.



I also wonder if it is not possible to think GODLY thoughts and think evil thoughts? Hhmm?



Anyhow, my heart is hurting.



Have a day!



FATHER, I seem to be really struggling!