I am struggling on every front!

Mentally, emotionally, physically. I am soo spent!

I really appreciate K.O. lately and his willingness to work on the equipment project. Last night we bounced from my project to his, ate chicken and dumplings at his Mother's house about eleven, and did another couple of hours work. I got home and in bed sometime after two!

This day we worked on our respective projects except when the other needed help. For K.O. we swapped three sets of tires, for me we did more and more minute projects.

About four, K.O. told me they had to hit the road and I was left alone. I went really really flat! I needed a pick me up. I needed to spend time with Krl and I also needed to talk with Fred.

Needless to say, the rest of my day was like a spinning toilet!

I haven't spent much time with Krl lately and I miss her and the pups, but I miss Fred too!

Will my heart ever heal?

E told Pat that all the test results are back for T.J.'s autopsy. We are all anxious and apprehensive about them. I told E that regardless, nothing is going to bring T.J. back!

Hope your day was a good one.

Pray for me!

FATHER, rescue me!