Yesterday was not a good day. Today I find myself holding carrots in front of me so I can chase them. While I look forward to seeing Reid I find myself dreading the trek up there and back. Throw in the fact that I am seriously considering resigning as "Dandy" to two of the granddaughters and you know this day could be quite volatile.

I refuse to be a convenience. "Sure, we want to go to Lubbock to Reid's party (unless something else comes along that we would rather do)!" Scheduling is done to maintain order and planning. This sword is going to cut both ways. I do not intend to be an option any longer. We will continue on with the willing participants while the fickle pair view our activities from the outside looking in! Justice! When I finally get mad I am mad all over and when my mind is made up it is made up! I am feeling better already!

FATHER, I continue to ask for YOUR healing for Aimee, Rene', Carol and Michelle. Bless them and comfort them. FATHER, take my day, mold it and make it.