I am ashamed of my last post. If you couldn't tell, I was fizzing. Big time! GOD has to get so frustrated with me. Oh me of little faith!

Since my post, two of the projects have come together. A third is underway and a decision on a fourth is expected today.

Once again, it is GOD's plan in GOD's time.

I read a magazine article last night, and hope to share it in part or in whole at a later date. Currently I have given it to Krl to read. The article has to do with transforming your life. One paragraph that really hit home said;

Take Action. Are you waiting on GOD to improve your situation?
What if GOD is waiting on you?

I know I am guilty of asking to much of GOD at times and expecting too little of him at others.

I am a work in progress.

For a change. I slept six hours in one stretch last night. Crazy thing is, I was out of all my nighttime meds. It was so wonderful that I lay there another hour just hoping I could doze back off.

One of my biggest dilemmas with the seasonal work is finding part time truck drivers. This had been eating on me lately along with the fact that the number fluctuates. So I decided I needed two drivers and I would pull the slack when necessary. I had an employee in 2008 and was wondering where he was and what he was doing and just a few hours after thinking about him my cell phone toned and it was him. "Are you going to need any drivers?" he asked.

Excellent.

Then I received a call from a subcontractor that worked with me at the old seasonal work for fifteen years. "Do you need any trucks?", he asked. Then he had to tattle about the GM at the old job. I told him I have nothing to do with the old work any more. He wanted to know how to deal with the GM. My first response was "distance yourself from me". The subcontractor told me the GM is skimming 25% of the oil mill freight allowance off the top. Finally I told the man, if you don't like it, stop doing business with him! Until he gets no takers the GM will continue to play the numbers. The GM convinced the Board of Directors to buy several trucks and trailers to haul an increasing portion of their product. I can't wait until they have a DOT audit or have an accident. The GM could be putting the entire Cooperative at risk.

Well, I had better get my day going. I am going to the farm, then to Colorado City and then back to Roscoe. I guess I will take Memama to the graveside services of her classmate and long time friend. It must be sad when all your friends are dying.

Have a day!

FATHER, forgive me when I have too little faith. Forgive me when I expect too much. I lift up Rebecca and Joe for YOUR miracle of healing. I lift up Harold's family for YOUR gifts of comfort and care. Thank YOU for working YOUR plan for me.