Not much blog is in me today.

I had a long tedious day Thursday. It was filled, not so much with data but with excel formulas. I had concerns that when I got home last evening, visions of formulas would continue to dance through the remains of my mind.

I was so ready to get home, kick back, watch a little non-mind challenging tele, eat dinner and have a little r & r. Well, I didn't get to write the script for my evening. I walked in and Krl was steam cleaning the carpet. Don't ask me. The clinic gave her a steroid shot and now she wants to move furniture and is a little bit mean. I should never have asked why she waited until I got home to do this project. I cooked supper, lip read a little tele and went to bed. This morning the living room is still in dis-array. We may have to get another steroid shot to get everything moved back. I am also concerned because she is going to get a haircut. I have tried to visualize what she would look like with a crew cut.

I will know what to expect when I get home tonight. Krl is usually offended if I mention her in any way she does not see as complimentary, so I have made my bed and will lie in it! Oh well.

My resident analyst tells me I am suffering from severe depression. I wasn't aware of this. I know I am not chipper but I don't think I am severely depressed.

FATHER, I need a pick me up. Thank YOU for Friday. I ask YOUR help in getting through this day. I ask that YOU lift me and carry me. I continue to ask YOUR healing for Hag, for B., for Lillie, for Rene', for Carol, for Michelle, for Aimee, for Rusty and Kim's baby, for Jennifer, and for those continuing to recover from their injuries. I ask YOUR healing for them all. I pray for spiritual healing for those of us in need. Surround us with YOUR love, YOUR mercy, and YOUR grace. FATHER we are weak and fall short often, forgive us and strengthen us. I ask for renewal.