Rain Blessing!
We got rain! Right at three inches at the barn. GOD is faithful to meet our needs!
The way the rain fell could not have been scripted better. Of course we would have taken it any way. It seems just as there was an accumulation and run off was beginning, it would stop raining. Now I am not saying creeks didn't run because they did, but it was wonderful, wonderful rain.
I had a talk recently with a young farmer who had a dismal look for the year. I told him, this could turn around in a heartbeat. He asked do you really think so? I told him if we got a rain to plant on and then a couple of timely rains, we could make a crop. Maybe not a bumper crop but a good crop.
I have to admit, the pep talk was probably for me as much as it was for him.
My precious little Momma hasn't had a very good last few days. It seems as though her little mind has problems, especially staying on track and for some reason her hearing has been terrible. She asked me to put new batteries in the clock because it barely chimes if it does at all. (It chimes every hour). Last night we were doctoring eyes and she told me she hadn't heard any thunder during all this weather. Of course thunder was crackling all about us. As expected her back has been bothering her during this weather, but she is a trooper.
She did walk into the kitchen yesterday to do something and when she came out she had a stew going. I heard her in the pantry during this time and heard several cans falling. I was surprised she didn't get a toe.
We cooked out last evening, steaks, peppers and sausage, while I baked sweet potatoes in the oven. We finished our meal with some Bush baked beans. It was scrumptious.
We were kind of lost with the voice having concluded last week. We bounced channel to channel watching Two Broke Girls and American Ninja Warriors.
We have a family conflict going right now. It is between Jason and me. There is a person who is probably Jason's best friend who at one point in time Pepa and him had an agreement. Pepa was notorious for this. He had deals with Jason as well.
Where the problems began was after Pepa's death in 2011. All the rules began changing, the borders of the side deals became blurred. I finally told this friend of Jason's and Jason that all deals were off. Whatever agreement Pepa and them had, died with Pepa.
Since then they approached us about leasing Memama's tractor for a week. They kept it for over three and never owned up to their terms they agreed to. Jason's friend said this was an offset. To this I say baloney. He and Memama have nothing to "offset".
I had told Jason in the latter part of 2012, I didn't care if he farmed with Memama or with his friend, but I wanted him to decide which side of the fence he wanted to be on and to stay there. He chose his friend.
About a week ago, Jason texted me asking if he could borrow a listing bar with bed packers that Memama has. I asked specifically what he was going to run with it. He said the south Gray and at his house. I told him fine.
This last Friday, I was making a big circle to see if anyone was planting dryland yet. (Most of the irrigated is already planted). When I was west of town, what should I see but Memama's listing bar with bed packers running on Jason's friend. I texted Jason and told him I believed we had a problem. I received no response. Later, I drove down to CPS and asked Jason to step outside where we could talk. He said he received no text. ?? I let him read the text I had sent him, and he got mad.
I'm not sure if he was mad because of what I said or that he got caught.
My whole deal is that over the years, there was a lot of give and take between these two and Pepa. I feel sure it shifted from one side to the other, especially near the end for Pepa. Early on it was Pepa's equipment being used. Tractors being used. Storing equipment in the barn for them. Allowing them to work on their stuff in the barn.
However, any of that is done and over with.
The situation with Memama is another thing entirely. I feel that Jason is intent on shoving his friend down Memama and my throat, and I find this very disrespectful of her. I could care less if they are disrespecting me. I didn't take this job on to win a popularity contest. I took this job on to look out for Memama's interest, and that is what I am going to do.
In hind sight, this entire situation is probably my fault. I should have remembered which side of the fence Jason chose and just told him no.
I'm not sure where we go from here, but I am sure where we don't go.
And I would really like to see from Freddy and Pepa's vantage points.
It shouldn't be this hard to do this job.
Oh well. It happens.
FATHER, YOU are good. Thank YOU for YOUR rain blessing. I ask YOUR blessings on Memama as she has struggled lately.